b-day wishes...

Today is not just another day. Is the day that marks another year in my existance. Full of hope but depressed at the same time( yes, I noticed in my hair another white-grey spot, on my face another fine line...blast!) ...I made my wish list. I just hope the end of the world is not near enough, as I would really love to:
-win the lottery and become the richest woman on the planet( yep, over the night)
-get as many orgasms as possible(yes, today, atleast 10-20)
-meet an alien
-get a kiss from Johnny Depp
-discover the time machine and travel '' Back in the future''
-become another Einstein( well, the female version...don't get me wrong, I don't want a beard)
-discover the fountain of youth
-have an amazing Trash the dress session( I am still dreaming at my wedding)
-have my parents and sisters close to me
-get rid of the disgusting mice in my flat( yep...London is full of them!)
-grow wings and fly
-read the mind of people
-catch a ghost in action
-shoot O.B.Laden and eradicate terorism
-fly into space and try to have a drink while watching the sunset from the spaceship
-solve the mistery of the universe
-become as famous as Justin Bieber
-become the best chef in the world
-find a cure for stupidity
And all the rest!

Happy b-day to myself! And loads of flowers!

a late evening tought...

I am a chaotic soul. Sometimes really lazy. I am a dreamer, and most of the time I have weird dreams.
I wish I knew where I'm going...or atleast I wish I could choose better where I'm going. I feel trapped in a world that is not for me.
I look in the mirror and can not recognise myself. Today I spotted 1 more fine line on my forehead. I can see my belly is getting bigger, god knows why.  Tomorrow I will be older, uglier,  maybe my hair will turn gray.
I feel lost and empty.I am afraid. Tomorrow I will be older. I don't know what the day after holds for me...
 The weather In England would get even a dog depressed. ..Are these the symptoms of a desperate housewife?
Anyways...just a late evening tought.